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Mourning Star
06:49
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The Gods are up above us in their towers in the sky
They are looking down from heaven while us little people die
From thrones of gold and glory now they issue this decree
Sacrifice yourself or else you'll never be happy but I say:
It's okay to fall from Grace
It's okay to lose your place in the line
It's okay to fall from Grace when grace means keeping face
While your whole soul is slowly torn out of your body
Just to keep a dying God alive
See the true believer oh so pure and white and clean
They are armed with God's good blessing and extended magazines
Oblivious and furious they holler and they scream:
"Get back to work you lazy fool, you've got to make ends meat", but I say:
It's okay to fall from Grace
It's okay to lose your place in the line
It's okay to fall from Grace when grace means keeping face
While your whole soul is slowly torn out of your body
Just to keep a dying God alive
A little longer
Mourning Star you've traveled oh so very far across the sky
When you rebelled and then you fell I wonder if you knew why
But even angels change sometimes
They learn and grow and change their minds
When their survival is at stake
And then they're thrown into the fire
The Gods are up in heaven and it's us who hold them there
Whether willing or indignant we maintain their golden chairs
And in return they keep us ignorant of what we're worth
But we are not the Sons of God we are the Children of the Earth so I say:
It's okay to fall from Grace
It's okay to lose your place in the line
It's okay to fall from Grace when grace means keeping face
While your whole soul is slowly torn out of your body
Like you have no other choice than to rejoice
While your whole life is rotting away
I'm not the first to say it's not okay the way we're forced to
Sacrifice our Selves
It's okay to fall from Grace
It's okay to lose your place in the line
It's okay to fall from Grace when grace means keeping face
While your whole soul is slowly torn out of your body
Just to keep a dying God alive
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Springfield
05:01
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In the middle of the Midwest there's a town
And all its stores are shutting down
On every corner they've got
Videogame Poker
Where all of your friends
Like trends or ships they come and go
Atop the awful violent flow of cash to the upper class
Through dead-end jobs and title loans
But who am I to say
This town is fucking lame
I'm just another shut-in
By now I bet there's enough of us
That if we made a fuss
Something may just happen
Honey, don't hold your breath
Or you'll pass out
You may be missing what this town is all about
So sit back down
And find yourself some shiny new way to escape
Anything will do if it might get you through
The rest of your day
And in the morning you say:
Who can even say
What will come our way
When we meet tomorrow?
Well I bet I fucking can
And let me tell you man
It isn't hard to follow
'Cuz nothing ever happens in this town
It's like a giant merry-go-round
Around we go to show each other
We can last just one more week
You can try to do your best
Or start a stupid band like all the rest of us
But sooner or later this town you will hate her
You just wait and see
Is it just me or does it seem
Like maybe following our dreams
Should earn us more than just bed sores or poverty
Is something wrong with all of us or is it just society
Failing to meet our needs is human beings?
'Cuz I don't even know, oh, why I try to get ahead
Most days when I wake up I just wish that I was dead
But wishes don't come true here in this down
They will only fill you up and drag you down, down, down
It's such a shame they named this city what they did
'Cuz for a while now that spring's been shot
And the field is just and empty lot
Where all the poor kids go to watch things rot away
Springfield, we are running out of luck
Why not stick another buck into that slot machine just
Press the button
Watch the screen
Springfield, we're down to one last time
And pretty soon we're going to find
We wasted all our time
We wasted all our time
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Familiar Poison
06:25
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I don't sleep right
I just roll around at night
I don't think right
My mind it wonders endless paths and I
I don't feel right
When I look into the mirror
I don't look right
That face I see it doesn't appear clearly
But I should be grateful that I'm alive
Born in a place where I can strive to be the Best
I should be grateful that I am
Free like a fish in the sea
Like a fish who is trapped in a
Discarded grocery bag
I don't live right
The things that I'm supposed to want
They don't seem right
Like a hidden snare where I'm about to step
A house in the suburbs
A perfect lawn, a picket fence
A family who suffers
Alone together, never will they know
Why they feel so damn
Incomplete
But they should be grateful that they're alive
Born in a place where they can strive to be the Best
They should be grateful that they are
Free like the birds in the sky
And they're gonna die when they choke on some
Discarded cigaret smoke
And they'll wheeze:
"Oh Mother please,
Forgive us for what we've done
We've killed and reaved
And oh it was so much fun
But now those seeds we didn't sew
We were so taken aback when they didn't grow"
We say we don't know why
People act the way they do
But that is a lie we tell to get by
While we hide from the truth
'Cuz we're all afraid
We live on the edge of uncertainty
Oh, to be alive in a time where it's so hard to hide
From those creatures we could have been
If not for the myth of original sin
But we should be grateful that we're alive
Born in a place where we can strive to be the Best
We should be grateful that we are
Free like the worms in the dirt
And our bodies they hurt
Poison surrounds us
Blindly we follow
We dig and we burrow
Familiar poison seems
Safe
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Come All Ye Faithful
05:14
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Come all ye faithful who lift a cross of love
I bare an urgent message though it's not from God above
Now you may not like the Devil but they are sending me this song to warn you
If you don't do something soon your Jesus will be gone
I said if you don't do something soon you Jesus will be gone
Satan sees a creature hanging high upon a cross
Its skin is pale and perfect and its eye are dead and lost
The preacher who has pinned it there is slingin' seeds of gold
The Profit Prophet smiles while he prays upon the old
The Profit Prophet smiles while he prays upon the old
Now Satan hears a whisper from some 80 years ago
When Moody was a fool who left his flock unto a Crow
And the Fire In The Field he left only bur and thorn
Your Jesus has been dying since the corporate Christ was born
Your Jesus has been dying since the corporate Christ was born
But when that bastard came to be, boy, who can really say
I heard he paid the price of all those nice white people buying slaves
And the Native Folk they new him well
He stole their land, sent them to Hell
That's countless human souls to tell
That 'aint the Christ you serve
Start practicing those words
And what about the witches and the muslims and the gays
All burned and beat and stoned to death yes all in Jesus name
If it were up to me I'd like to see your Bible up in flames
But Beelzebub is kinder so your Jesus she will save
And Satan says to save him then you must retrace your steps
To peer into the past it doesn't call for spell nor hex
But hurry now you sleepin' soul you oughtn't linger long
Because if you don't do somethin' soon your Jesus will be gone
I said if you don't do something soon your Jesus will be gone
Come all ye faithful who lift a cross of love
Should you have the ears to hear then hear this song we've sung
You may spurn the great accuser but I swear upon their names:
Should you taste the fruit before you
You will never be the same
You will see your God in heaven
You'll be filled with dread and fear
Look how the angels sing his glory
'Cuz it's all he wants to hear
This God of gold and gaslights
The whole Earth trembles at His name
Should you taste the fruit before you
You will never be the same
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Across From a Park
05:23
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Across from a park at the edge of a town
A Child is playing with dirt on the ground
Although back at their house they've got plenty of toys
It makes them feel weird and they can't stand the noise of those
Other two people who live in the home
They may be together but they're all alone
And they're sick of each other, but more of themselves
Though neither may know it
The Child can tell
So across from a park they are digging a hole
'Cuz they need to build something that looks like their soul
Across from a park they are digging a hole
It's deep enough now for those part of their soul
They can't keep anymore; it hurts them too much
To be shamed for those things others lean upon crutches to
Keep from their minds
Avoiding the times
They've trades their pieces for nickels and dimes
And the Child reminds them the sadness inside them
It doesn't get better
It chokes and it blinds them
So across from a park at the edge of a town
They are breaking their heart
They are casting it down
Watch how the pieces are turning and churning around
In the depths of the Earth there are discarded spirits abound
Pink ballet slippers and tears which were cried
Over feelings of wrongness while not knowing why
Coalesce in the form of some terrible demon
With horns like the Devil it's dressed up all queer
And there's pity
And shame
In its eyes as it
Rises up from the depths
Opens its mouth and says:
Child, I see you
Someday I will be you again
Oh, the lessons we'll learn
And those bridges we'll burn before then
So start searching in vein for those things hidden here
I will see you again in just twenty some years
I will see you again
I will be you again
Now I've got a shovel; I am digging a hole
The dirt is my darkness, the Earth is my soul
I have grown out my horns
I am dressing real sharp
And I've built a time machine out of my heart
If we don't do the work and relearn how to see
We'll be trapped here in heaven
We'll never be free
So across from a park at the edge of a town
I lost something once
And now I'll see it found
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To Feel Alive
07:04
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Back in the day, I mean way way back
Before kings and queens and gold and that
Which changed the way we see ourselves
And one another
We evolved in accordance with each other
We evolved in accordance with each other
We roamed the world from place to place
Our ancestors; the human race
We learned how to sew our seeds where we stayed
The Earth had never known the things we made
The Earth had never known the things we made
And when we feel alive
It's like a spring welling up inside our hearts;
Those vital parts we forged in ancient times
It's the sound of the rain; the toil of our hands
It is sharing our deepest pain with those we trust
It's what we must do to survive
It is everything we do
To feel alive
One day a man, we'll call him Jack
He lost something he just couldn't get back
No matter how hard he tried it was all in vein
And our friend Jack was cursed to share his pain
Yes, our friend Jack was cursed to share his pain
So Jack set out to fill that void
He screwed and he lied; he tricked and exploited
Both friend and foe though he didn't know
The difference between the two
Hurt humans hurt humans, it's just what hurt humans will do
Hurt humans hurt humans, it's just what hurt humans will do
We see things and children
We grow up; we do them
We make our excuses
The cycle resumes and
Hurt humans hurt humans hurt humans
It's just what hurt humans will do
When we cannot feel alive
No matter how hard we try to fill that void inside
It aches for what we can't provide
So we turn to the things the Children of Jack
Have been stacking up at our door
Riches and war
Baubles and games
Fortune and fame
Seeing our names written in lights
It's everything we've been told we need
To feel alive
Now things are looking rather strange
Today we sell our life our pain
to satiate the void in broken men
Tomorrow we will do it all again
Tomorrow we will do it all again
Oh, when will we be like humans?
Not scared to play; not chopped and screwed
and bound to do what we have done so far
We'll take off our masks
And when anyone asks how we are
We'll have more to say than:
Oh, ya know, I'm fine
Just hittin' that grind
I want my friends to feel alive again
'Cuz when we feel alive
It's like a spring welling up inside our hearts
Those vital parts we forged in ancient times
It's the sound of the rain; the toil of our hands
It is sharing our deepest pain with those we trust
It's what we must do to survive
It is everything we do
To feel alive
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If you are acting like a Karen
And the corner store is staring
While the clerk is looking like they want to die
If you think the burger flipper
Oughta' keep on gettin' sicker
While you gobble up your soda, shake, and fries
If you're certain seven dollars
Is enough to make an hour
And the folks who disagree are dumb and wrong
If you're hoarding rental houses
While your neighbors sleep in boxes
It's for you I wrote this stupid little song
Go fuck yourself
(Go fuck yourself)
I wouldn't wish you on another
I 'aint buying what you sell
So barring genuine remorse
You bet I'll beat this rotten horse
Go fuck yourself
I'll see you when we're both in hell
If you're a rotten politician
Sympathizing with sedition
And you're whistling a tune to bigot hounds
If you're calling the police
'Cuz it disturbs your precious peace
To see another human being who is poor, or black, or brown
If you are hellbent on insisting
All the folks who are resisting
Ought to do it in a way that makes you smile
I'm afraid you're too far gone
So I wrote you this little song
And when I sing it all I taste is stomach bile
Go fuck yourself
(Go fuck yourself)
I wouldn't wish you on another
I 'aint buying what you sell
So barring genuine remorse
You bet I'll beat this rotten horse
Go fuck yourself
I'll see you when we're both in hell
Now, I 'aint perfect; I'm often wrong
I make mistakes; I wrote this song
It's almost done now; thank fucking God
I will be far away from you
But first let's finish signaling
All of this awesome virtue
If you're a serious contender
For "biological gender"
Or you're telling random women they should smile
If you say you turned out fine
With pa whipping yer' behind
And now you use it as an excuse to keep smackin' round your child
If you've been set in your same ways for so damn long
It seems like everyone is wrong except for you
There's probably nothing I can do to change your mind
And I'd rather not waste too much of our time
So I want you to know
That you can go
Go fuck yourself
(Go fuck yourself)
I wouldn't wish you on another
I 'aint buying what you sell
So barring genuine remorse
Or any indication you are willing to look inwardly
And understand that your words and actions
Have consequences for real-life people
Who are just trying to survive in this nightmare world
Yeah, barring any of that
I guess I'll see you in hell
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